19.06.2014 by julieraahh
I'm only 18 years old I've had a traumatic childhood from being sexually abused and staying quiet for 7 years then being abused again for 1 year. I usually tend to put it behind my head but some days it gets to me. I'm told I'm very emotionless my mother even calls me the grinch. My boyfriend tells me I don't take him not his feelings into consideration. I try to speak about my feelings but nothing comes out my answer to the question 'what are you feeling?' Is always 'I don't know' I'm very lost and confused I don't know how to bare with showing my emotions and when I tend to show them my own way it's always the "wrong way"